Tuesday, July 28, 2009

How Do You Turn a Meteorologist into a Missionary? Part 1

So I said in my first post that I'm a Christian. I've told many friends over the years the "short version" of my coming to Christ. This post will be an effort to finally give the "long version" of this pivotal moment in my life.

I grew up with a moderate addiction to alcohol. I often drank alone, and I would bribe my friend Larry with gas money if he would come pick me up so we could get daiquiris or whatever. I hosted some parties, but most of my drinking was at night alone.

College opened the door to greater accessibility and abuse. I would type papers for people and often get paid with a 6-pack instead of cash. I had a group of friends that got together once or twice a week my freshman year to drink. My grades suffered greatly as I continued to drink and be the person I thought I was supposed to be.

I met Karen my sophomore year. I was working as a receptionist and checking in the new students. I found that there were several cute girls on one of the floors, so after my shift I went up to talk with them. I soon built a friendship with Karen. In spite of my advances, she kept me as a friend that year. Any time I talked about partying or drinking, she refused to go with me. But she was always accessible to me to talk. My junior year, she invited me to dinner to celebrate my birthday. This would be a turning point in my life.

Dinner with Karen was an enjoyable experience. I don't remember everything we talked about, but by the end of the evening she had invited me to spend some time with her friends the following weekend. We went bowling at the campus lanes, as I had mentioned how much I liked to go bowling with my friends. We made a quick stop at the campus ministry where she attended services and Bible studies. I learned later that she went in and mentioned to people there to be praying for me.

Our next stop was my place to make cookies. I had mentioned to Karen in one of our many talks how I liked to make chocolate chip cookies. So we had fun mixing and baking and sampling our work. At the end of the evening, they suggested I go to church with them the next day. It was about a 15-minute walk from my apartment, so it was doable. I said that as long as I got up on time, I would consider it. I wouldn't promise anything more than that. I sent them on their way and ended a long day.

The next morning I did get up and go. The regular minister was out of town, so one of the members spoke. I enjoyed the message greatly. At the end of the service, I actually got up and recounted what had led me to that point. I even added that I wasn't sure what the next step was, but that they might see me again soon. When the service ended, Karen wouldn't let me leave. First, she had me go upstairs and hang with some of the guys, then I went out on the back deck with her while she did her homework. My mind was going over a lot of what I had been through lately, and I tried to make sense of it. Then she handed me a tract.

"The Four Spiritual Laws" opened my eyes to my sin condition. I realized that my efforts to manage and control my life weren't working. It talked about the importance of allowing Christ to reign in your life and how things would get better with Him in control. The image showing the contrast of you in control and Christ in control shook me. I always thought I was in complete control. Maybe that explains why my life was crumbling at that moment. By the time I finished it, I had realized what I'd been looking for. I calmly asked Karen for a piece of paper and a pen. I wrote her a note, saying that I had made an important decision and would need her help in following through. I gave it to her, and she smiled, hugged me, and started to cry. I began crying, and she took me in to meet with the minister who had come back from his morning trip. I still
vividly remember sitting there, weeping and trying to explain what I felt. When that day was over, I knew I had made a critical decision.

This November will mark the 20th anniversary of that decision. I look back on it as a pivotal time in my life when I finally submitted to Someone greater than myself. Choosing to put Him first and follow him has made me who I am, and it has made all the difference in my life. If you haven't found Christ yet, I encourage you strongly to humble yourself and seek Him. I'll be happy to help you find Him.

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